[andy84]

Thanks so much sad69. Your comment has given me a whole new outlook in my fight. Each day that passes. Each hour, is a milestone. It is so tough. I have a love for football and I’m still in the mindset of thinking about particular odds and ‘would I have put a particular bet on.’ Pay day will be the ultimate challenge, but hopefully I’ll feel stronger by then.

Ultimately, I feel really low at the moment. Like I’m falling into depression. It’s difficult to keep positive, but I know that I need to keep away from any temptation. This blog has helped me so much this week. Thank you for all of your replies. Keep them coming!