1.25am been working most of the night. I need to do a few more hours but am feeling really tired. Im on target to reach my target financially for next week but feel guilty if I down tools now. Need to try do at least 1 more hour. Every £$ counts at the moment! So came here read some other peoples journals, made a few comments and came here. Because Kpat mentioned above Raman noodles and situations we get ourselves into. It really is totally irrational when you really think about it!!
Here I am piiss broke. Eating garbage for dinner , tired stressed the past few days. Holes in my shoes, rent that stills needs paying … plus tons of other piles of mess. All because of what ? chasing some damnn dream at the casino. The chance to win big. It happens each and every-time I gamble. If I win it goes back with interest If I loose Im depressed angry and hungry. Oh add guilt to that as well. It really does make no sense!!!
I am tired sick and tired of living like this so it has to stop. Period. Feeling okay as im now day 2 again. Can I do this ??????