Ican, I have my own accounts too- but when I gamble I gamble huge amounts I took forever to save and it’s just so horrible! I think it’s better in some ways to not have our own money, so that we can’t have that as even an option! It’s terrible how many of us are wiping out our savings and things we worked so hard for in just one or several gambling visits or over time slowly, it’s so hard to recover! Anyway, I am right there with you, I wish I had a way to poof, just make money quickly so I could build up that savings- but that is how our minds get messed up and we gamble! We have to just go the regular pace and make it as we go..Hang in there!
