Hey Ican
Just reading through a few threads and am sorry to see you’ve had a bad time of it recently. I read on one of your posts that you had said you should change your username to I can’t do this!
I’m sure we’ve all been in the position when we’ve all felt like that however it just isn’t true, you can do this and so can every other CG. We all have to bite the bullet sooner or later and say “enough is enough” and then start to move forward through life.
The more we gambling the bigger the mess is that we have to deal with but by stopping gambling slowly but surely we can begin to reduce the mess and at least without gambling we can begin to think straight.
It may seem daunting a life without gambling, but that doesn’t merit worrying about. A day without gambling is a different proposition, you can get through a day without it because you’ve done that many times over.
I hope you are having a gamble free day today, and if not try asking yourself why. Its taken me over a year to get back into recovery I know its not easy, but it is possible. Yesterday and all the days before that are history, there may be consequences of history that need to be dealt with and that’s unfortunate, however today can be a real gift it you choose to spend it wisely.
Take care.
Geordie.