For me Dan, nothing will ever compare to gambling. The buzz /thrill I get every time I enter a the casino are irreplaceable. But the consequences have become too dire, so I have to surrender and kiss my lover goodbye! I often listen to the song “Nothing compares to you” and when I watch Sinead O Connor’s then beautiful face as she sings from her broken heart I see the same emptiness in her eyes that my own eyes reflect when I look in the mirror searching for something to replace what has been my “all”!….Life is not always about getting what we want, Dan, so today I am walking away from the illusion and saying, “This is not for me! I can’t have it! Tough but true!
“Better to have loved and lost , than never to have loved at all!”
