Again and over again, i am drawn back to sports betting..
I cant clearly recall when i first started on sports betting, it was more than 10 years ago.. losing >$100k.. This year, i was in and out of it 4x.. >$30k losses.. Just lost another 3k an hour ago..
Every year i would again and again go back to sports betting, each time losing more than the previous round.. What has got into me, i knew gambling isnt gonna make me rich, yet i am drawn to the thrill of winning..
How do i get over this? I want to stay away from gambling for the rest of my life, yet i dont.. Lost, lost, lost…