Why do I never learn……….. this is the question I ask myself time and time again………in fact I have asked it all my life…………
I can relate to this message. I feel like I take one step forward and two back some years. I beat drinking and can stop slots, though. I drank heavily for 10 years and it took another 10 of stopping and starting to really stop. I just finally realized it was never going to be enjoyable again or something I can do. I feel like it is finally sinking in with slots. It was fun at first but after so many negative gambling experiences and years of “should I/shouldn’t I do it” and kicking myself…I have no control when it comes to slots. It is best not to start again. It is not a way to make money and not much fun anymore either…just stressful and easy to lose control over. If I didn’t have a problem I would not think about it so much or analyze my behavior so much.