i did it again

so today i gambled again i have lost 1,640 euro i started playing at noon after two hours i had 4,300euro so i said lets stop so that for one time i stay up, and i did it i went out to the gym and after went to eat so that i stay out for few hours when i returned home i switch the laptop again and in 9 min on blackjack i lost them all still i cant believe it in 9 min, this is crazy every time the same. if i stop and withdrawal the money i will be upput i never do…..