me to much even more then before this time i didnt sign out but i was feeling so bad that i lost a total of 175k instead of buying an apartment that it kept me away for few months until christmas time in december 2012 when again just in less than a month i had lost an other 20k some where my savings and a loan again i sign for a year again. From december 2013 till 2017 i managed to lose an other 110k euro that puts me in a total of 305k euro in just 11years . thanks god my father helped me pay out the pill that i did in 11 years plus i had to do a bank loan plus i have to work all the time. After this situation i decided to find an apartment so that all the money i make from my work/business will go to pay that and i dont have any cash in hand in January 2018 i found one still getting built up that was good for me but in july 2018 i had some issues that made me loose control of my self and made me go back to the casino in September 2018but this time was the worst ever i play the money of the apartment and i lost it, i didnt go in with 100 euro or 500euro or 1000euro but with much more i lost all the money that had for the apartment i had to lose it all the money that i did from work/business plus again i had loaned money a total 60k i had lost just in less than two months these destroyed me this time finally i decided to sign out from all the casino for LIFE THIS TIME FINALLY I DID IT and go again to a GA meetings and i felt really good with this from october 2018 till April 2020 i felt much better obviously the thought of all the money thrown in the bin was always in my mind but i knew i couldnt enter in casino
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