Dear Momo
How good to hear from you, I experienced both immense sadness and heart-warming hope reading your post. That feeling of hope is now at the forefront of my mind.
I hope you will be able to speak to a domestic violence counsellor; I think it would help you and yes, you have been and are, emotionally abused and the wounds are deep.
I am so pleased that you have found a friend; I found a friend at a similar point in my life too and our very special friendship lasted for years, although sadly he died a few years ago. I think we need friends to help us kick open the door and let the light in on our darkness, allowing us to see a future we had forgotten to believe in
I hope that you get the job that you want and that you are soon free to enjoy your life again. Your health is so important to the well-being of your children. Your children sound great, I think they often see and hear more than they are given credit for.
I look forward to hearing from you again soon as you move upward and onward – I will leave this post with something I learned after my divorce and that is that, once you have plumbed the depths of despair, you can really know the heights of happiness.
I think, you are beginning to believe that you are stronger than this man’s addiction and manipulation and that is as it should be.
As Ever Momo and this time, more than ever, with a burgeoning feeling of hope
Velvet
