a bit depressed, working from home is not helping at all. it has been 8 weeks since we start working remotely and it seams it will continue for the next few months.
the work community was big part of my social life. I am single, living alone and due to years of addiction and the related social withdrawal i have reached to a very low point in this aspect.
for years I didn’t checked my facebook ac*****, today i have checked it out of boredom, checking it makes me depressed it reminded me how far i am behind in this life and how many years of real life i have lost because of this addiction. well, this reminds me not to check it again.
and yes it is the 8th day and the ***** will continue.
what has passed is passed and what I have is only this moments and the moments to come.