Sorry to gear about your recent loss Sometimes you Just need One last spin before you quit?
One can Win in roulette but if you lose enough it becomes impossible to get a Head again (unless you have unlimitted Cash). If One wins it gets difficult to stop before losing the winnings and often More than that.
After 3,5 Weeks I have earned back 2,5% (extra hours and paid for something I never used) of my losses. Not much but slowly I earn it All back. You can do the same…Much better to earn than Win it back. It’s safer and supports the goal of non-gambling from now on.