Hi Min ,
Well done on your honesty with your husband.
Can I suggest you buy a gambling blocker for your internet devices – I use Gamban. It cuts access to all gambling sites.
I’m afraid I have to agree with Steev. Once the hobby of gambling crosses the line into an addiction , there is no safe gamble anymore . Going to the casino just keeps the addiction alive – we never want to stop after one night and the urges can become completely crazy. I think it might be an idea to say to your friends you are fed up with casino night and why not try something new?
Min you have taken so many positive steps – don’t let this horrible addiction cause you another minutes worry – abandon it completely !