Yesterday was a hard day for me,I don’t know why,I guess it really is ODAT.It is good to read these forums,gambling is such a horrible disease and it is sad how many people struggle with it.,me included,I have been in recovery?for about 4 years now perhaps more but still struggle with staying free of gambling,but yes Steve the times between bets are longer and the relapses are shorter ,usually only one bet.thannk goodness.I know how much damage I can do and to be honest I know I will lose ,so am trying to focus on the good things life offers without gambling.I was in debt way before gambling and spent a lot of my life struggling financially,being a single parent of four,so I find it relatively easy to deal with the hardship of no money sadly.I went bankrupt a few years a go to pay of a large credit card debt,as I was unable to pay it,so I am lucky I have no debt,which reduces my stress a great deal and own a car outright.I am now in my 60s and came to gambling late in life in my fifties,but looking back I have always had an addiction of some type to deal with but this one got me on my hands and knees !Anyw a y I will go and do what I need to do today and another day gamble free.
