25 February 2020 at 10:59 am
#54194
Emma8
Participant
I think I had a dream last night that I was gambling.
It’s very faint, but I’m sure I dreamt I was playing the online slots and just a couple of spins in felt really disappointed with myself for breaking my GF run.
Just shows, even when we don’t think it’s in our minds much anymore it’s there somewhere in the background.
I’m taking it as a big positive that I stopped myself so quickly and felt so little satisfaction from it, even if it was just a dream. It reminds me of the lack of joy that gambling would bring if I was to start again.
Another small step in the right direction!
Tomorrow marks four weeks and it feels like both no time a tall and forever since I last used the slots. Does that even make sense?