2 February 2020 at 3:31 am
#54144
Now-or-never
Participant
Thanks for all your support guys. I managed not to gamble yesterday (though I was super busy so it made it easier) and 3/4ths through today. I’m so physically and mentally exhausted and just stuck in the crappiest of moods but instead of thinking I’ll just go gamble and I’ll feel better I’m blaming it for the way I feel. If I go back how I’m feeling right now will only be worse. If I make it through today it’s the furthest I’ve been (3rd attempts the trick right?!) I really want to do this