31 January 2020 at 2:52 am
#54140
Now-or-never
Participant
Couldn’t even do 2 days and I broke. Started saying to myself just $50, prove I can have the will power to just do 50 and end up taking out the max I can. Why do I do this!?! I even won back the money then just upped my bets and lost it all! I’m so angry at myself. That voice in my head just got louder and louder and I know I can’t just do 50, I never have! My hubby hasn’t noticed yet I really hope he’s not too angry.
Worst part is I’ve sent the kids to school to look after my dog and I leave her alone for 3 hours and play. Ah I’m so angry at myself