Thank you Steev and Charles

Thank you Steev and Charles for your posts .
I can’t stop thinking about gambling for a second- this is about as bad as it has been. I am resisting mostly but I never seem to lose the urge to gamble.

I’m not sure if residential treatment can provide a miracle but it would be a very welcome miracle.

I want to go back to the days when I could walk into a car show room , pick a car I liked and just buy it … or the days when something breaking down wasn’t a crisis or the days when I valued myself enough to ensure I was beautifully groomed and well dressed.
I don’t know who this scruffy person is.

Somewhere along the way i have lost me –