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day#187

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Dark Energy
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after all this period it become easier to win the argument against the gambler inside you. the thoughts to gamble are easily defeated, they are still coming from time to time, it become more easier to defeat these ideas as time pass.
well, after the 6 months marker , the next target is the 200 days (13 more days to go).
still i am re-building my self, I need another 1 to 2 years, to reach a good stage in each aspect of my life. i have been digging a hole for 6 years, and it is not realistic to back to surface in 6 months.