I understand

I totally understand this, the thing is a big big win usually came way down the line.  So it takes 2 weeks minimum to big win it, but one things for sure everytime it comes your not even break even! It’s all bullshit.. lose £2k, then eventually win £1k. Your still down, yet now your brain acts like your up, then we repeat. It’s a joke and an addiction that we need to stay well away from. We can do this!