I also feel sometimes that I somehow wish to walk the path of self destruction. I had enough money to get by, why gamble? Why blow all that money away? I could have gone on holiday or bought a new car or invested the money in by husbands businesS
Been feeling so low all evening and my husbands noticed the distance. I seem to be there but not there in mind.
feeling low but don’t want to gamble. Just wish I could get that money back. Wish I could make it up to my family somehow.
Radubarlad when you say had, do you mean you no longer have those ppl in your life?
Be strong, we have to be, it’s the only way we will mend. Time will heal us but only if we stay away from gambling. let us not throw ourselves back into the fake world of fast money making machines that in fact leave you at a loss. Be strong
Got so upset today as I received three parking fines of £300 in total. Then rememberEd I’d blown £1000’s GamblinG. But those fines somehow bugged me, felt like it was the parking company stealing from me this time and without my consent this time. I don’t want to lose a penny more now after the dent I’ve left in our bank balance.
please god get me out of this depressive cloud.