Starting day two AGAIN

Here I go again. Woke up with the energy to take on the world today and I start day two of what I hope will be many. I have a day off in two days and while most people feel relief at the thought of a day to themselves, I am scared to death. My days off are the hardest for me and I need to keep busy all of the Tim’s or I relapse without even a thought. I am realizing all of my mistakes and keep hoping that i will correct and then come to a day when there are no more slips. Having to confess here is the only time I really have to face myself and what I do. Here is to day two, which should be an easy one because I am occupied from sun up to sun down. Lord, give me strength over the long weekend.