feeling meh

I’m on day ten today and I’m feeling a bit flat. I don’t feel like I want to gamble but I’m not seeing the bounce back I was hoping for yet and so my motivation is collapsing a bit. I know it’s only been a short time since I last gambled, so I just need to give things a chance. I’m just very impatient. Maybe that was an issue that has caused me to go back to gambling in the past. Going to keep busy for the day and hopefully push through it.