Thank you.

Thank you.
I feel awful. I want to isolate myself. I don’t want to spend time with people. Only with one particular friend I told last week about my problem. I have gone on a binge gamble last year and have not yet stopped. That is the horrifying, terrible truth. I have gone to banks for loan after loan. I thought I had a problem before but never had I before gambled away bill money until now.

I just called my bank and reported all my cards lost. Therfore I will have no access to money whatsoever and it’s the weekend tomorrow. I’ll try to sleep as much as I can and rest my body, brain and soul.