Hi Jordy sorry you are having a difficult time you are not alone.
Well done on posting in the forum reaching out to other people who have experienced gambling problems too will make you feel less alone. The Group chat is a good place to talk to us all as well and and you can talk to an advisor too. If you are having really dark thoughts i would recommend calling samaritans on 116 123 its 24 hours. You have your whole life in front of you it is possible to give up gambling with support clear debts and save cash again many on here have done it or are doing it. All the best
