Today i logged in again after 4 months. I had a big need to write what i am feeling now. So after 5 years of online gambling it’s the first time in my life that i have been clear for 4 months in a row. I haven’t played absolutely nothing and i am shocked that i don’t think about it anymore. When i registered here at January 2019 i thought that this would be impossible, but certain situations affected to reach this stage. It was like all bad things came in my life when the new year began. I remember now that 2 January 2019 i had broke up with my girlfriend after 2 years of relationship, lost a big amount in online gambling and eventually lost myself. Today 4 May 2019 i am 4 months clear of online gambling, i have been almost healed from the break up. The reason? Gym guys saved my life. Almost everyday i would hit the gym. My body is better than ever and more important my mind is better than ever. As i said i am shocked from the results. The first month was soo difficult, my God. I was lifting the weights and i was crying….But now i look to the mirror and i say “I made it”. Now though it’s more difficult because i have to stay at this level keep my mind at the right way. Sorry for saying so much things but i needed to write it here. Maybe this helps someone. Never give up, better days are coming!!!
