Hi Jen ,
None of us look pretty after a gambling binge – the darting intense eyes which suspect that everyone is judging is , the internal dialogue of why didn’t I cash out, why didn’t i stop depositing , why didn’t I set limits , the adding and subtracting of money to try to survive until payday , the lack of sleep,the dehydration as we forget to stop to drink – so many reasons why we look so awful.
That was our past – our present is that we are both gamble free and doing the things to keep us that way .
Can you ban from the casino which is two hours away ? It would remove some of the temptation?
Jen we are here and doing ok- have a lovely weekend with your son xx