So about a week ago i decided to move back into the house….it wasnt making sense spending every evening with my son at his dads house then going to my sisters just for bed time. Plus my son wanted and prob needed to stay home. He lovessssss his dad so much.
We have had good talks and understanding but im still hurt and confused. I need this break for the summer. Ive gained 5lbs in a month. Im feeling really down on my looks. Hating diabetes every second. We had an argument today about the wedding i canceled for this summer. He said if i decide to stay (which i pretty much already have) that he dont wanna get married for a few years now….in 3 years i will be 38……omg. old bride….but i guess its prob for the better….so crushed i found this gambling news out and now i have no wedding this summer. He even says i shoulda not listened to my family about his gambling. He doesnt even have an addiction and that i shoulda talked to him first so he could explain. Not just pack up and leave….he says i have a problem of not knowing what i want. Its simple but yet socomplicated. I just want to be happy.
