It does feel good afterward.
There was a church for recovering people in Singapore. Tonight, I remember 2 incidents when tears flood my eyes after the speaker say some things that touches me.
Mathew 16:24
Then Jesus said to his disciples, “Whoever wants to be my disciple must deny themselves and take up their cross and follow me.
Incident 1
Tears flood my eyes when I heard Pastor Don telling us not to come down from the cross with his authoritative husky voice. It describes my struggles in recovery, there are days when it was so hard and painful, I really feel like quitting and dropping the cross but cannot and had to carry on.
1 Corinthians 8:2
We know that we all have knowledge. Knowledge puffs up, but love edifies. And if anyone thinks that he knows anything, he knows nothing yet as he ought to know.
Incident 2
Mdm Ai Boon told us it does not matter how well and how much one know about God’s word and the bible, it was more important to walk the talk with the little one knows. Tears flood my eyes again, because that was all I can only do.