Wow – 2 years gamble free is a great achievement – well done you!
You know it’s a funny thing but since I have started travelling I have hardly played any freecell – it is as if that pathway in my brain has been switched off. My “go to” thing is Duo Lingo now – which I don’t mind as I need to improve my languages anyway.
Of course I can’t say what it is that you are putting off thinking about and maybe you do need that computer game at the moment but if you get the chance of looking into yourself – what does that computer game do for you? What is it there for and who would you be if you no longer had it? It might be something to journal about. Enjoy your gf anniversary – do something wonderful!