Last year this time, I gamble at the casino. I used the wrong way to find money to provide for my family in the festive month.
I paid a very heavy price for this bad decision because I become impulsive and compulsive in the end and it became payback time for the rest of the year.
I am grateful to be employed this year. I was able to use my limited salary to provide the family and pay for my bills this month.
I am laughing at myself now. I have one last bill to settle for the month. If I bank in $132, I will be left with 4 dollars to last me for the next 11 days.
I am going to take one day at a time now, I plan to use the remaining $136 to cover my living expenses for the next 11 days and postpone my payment to 12 days later. I will be charge a penalty of $75 for this late payment.
I choose not to borrow. I choose to retain the peace and calm, joy and freedom I have.
God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change. Courage to accept the things I can change. Wisdom to know the difference.