The nickels and dimes add up huge. I wonder if we all quite while whenever we were head small amounts, it would be the casinos, and bookmakers writing to each other on the forums. I always had a twisted dream when I gambled feverishly. (Blackjack was my game, and I lost thousands, upon thousands on the Riverboats in Illinois)….I had wished I would hit it huge (enough where I couldn’t possibly lose it all back) and as they were kissing my ass like the phony bullshit Casino’s do, I would self exclude and leave on top. Too bad that the only true part of that story is that I self excluded….which in turn may have been the very best first step towards taking control of my life back. Funny I though that the self exclusion from the boats would curb my playing…that is when the dogs, and the machines started. Bastards. They take advantage, and for years I let them. My turn to be in control. (I hope)
