Feeling overwhelmed and anxious today!

Wondering today if I can do this, taking care of my Granddaughter full time. Yes I can. But feeling a bit overwhelmed. Over ate today to cope with my feelings. Not good. I’ve put the weight back on that I had lost. I wanted to escape in gambling but didn’t.
Changes-yes, much will change but in the long run, my Granddaughter is well worth it. Regrets-yes, having to give up my job. I’ve been there almost 6 months. I’m good at it and the extra money helps. But it’s just a job and I will survive without it. Plans change-my big trip will be on hold for awhile. But I can still dream.
In the end, just having hugs and kisses from the little one will wipe out any anxious feelings.