As I read this post, Monica, I had a sick flash back.
About 12 years ago, my son, got a summer job and earned good money. He was young and innocent. He showed me his first wages £300. He was so proud. The greedy/ CG /whore Mother suggested “keeping it safe for him”.
As soon as I got my clutches on it, I drove like a bat out of hell and began stuffing it into two machines. Neither of them were in “play mode”.
I lost my son’s first week’s wages.
I kicked the machines so hard the security guy approached me (He was sorry he did) CGs can be nasty when we lose. That night , not only my toes were bruised…..
All the way home I screamed in the car “I want my money back”. I vomited and screamed but it was to no avail.
That’s how low I stooped.
When I told my son, guess what he said “It doesn’t matter”
By God it mattered to me, but I knew that night that I had an enabler for the next time!
Sick, sick sick mother!
P L E A S E don’t add to your misery Monica by using that money to gamble.
DON’t BREAK YOUR SON’s HEART.
I know you won’t.
It was one of my worst gambling experiences and believe me, I had many.
I felt like Judas Iscariot that night.
Whether its 30, 300 or 3000 pieces of silver, the “Traitor’s money is always “Blood Money”. It costs us dearly.
This addiction will haunt us ’til the day we die!
