Hi P,
You are a remarkable person- even when you feel really low you continue to provide support for everyone else on here .
I have needed a lot of support recently as I find myself in early Recovery – sometimes I feel angry , sometimes sad, always anxious but you see through that without judgement and recognise that we are all just working through the strong emotions we have hidden from for so long .
It is great to read you are seeing rays of light. -I hope today is a wonderful bright day for you .