Failed

Couldn’t even make it through day 1. Came online to post about making it close to 24 hours since my wager. Then couldn’t resist looking at lines on active games. Lost another $2 k after a deposit, loss, re-deposit, chase. It goes fast when every wager is a loss. So mad and disappointed in myself. Just closed my account for 30 days. I know it should be permanent but I need to get myself through at least a month first so babysteps. Can’t stand myself for lacking willpower to make it through one stupid day.

Let’s try this again. Day 1. Hope tomorrow I can say day 2.