Eventually IDI we do learn, I could ask you this, “what do you miss”
If you’re like me you wont be able to explain exactly what it is, because as soon as you deposit you regret it. The buzz, the excitment just isnt there anymore.
Nevertheless you’ve deposited so you carry on with it, then comes the chasing then comes the zombie mode, click click, spin spin.
Its mental, bloody mental.
This is when “just for today” kicks in IDI just for today dont bloody do it. Youve nothing to prove by it and nothing to gain. It dosnt have to be hard to say no, we just think it is sometimes.
I’ve just written a response to Jonny, didnt really want to, but I did its taken me since 7pm, go and read it, it will take you an hour!!!
3 weeks man, you havnt gambled for three weeks did you ever think that possible? Life may not be a box of chocolates or bed of roses yet but keep on fighting this like L’oreale, you’re worth it.
If you were to gamble it would take you at least another three weeks to get back to this stage (the gambling might last days though, or months or may never stop) say no , and in another three weeks you will be six weeks free, things will be a bit easier for you.
Dont do it.
I dont for one minute think you will, just doing my stating the obvious, tactic. :-~)