Thanks finding_laura

I have just finished work and read your message on the way to my car and it made me smile and felt somewhat comforting at the same time.
It’s quite surprising at how well we think we hide it yet people around us have a “suspicion” but don’t like to say anything. The problem with where i work is that it’s a cultural normality to be handing betting slips around and discussing who’s picking what and i would be in the middle of all those conversations yet no-one has actually said anything about the fact that i have stepped back.
The most important goal is that you are happy with who you are and it sounds like that achievement is yours. That in itself must give you a new found strength that motivates you 🙂