Hi there,
Just a quick note to say that in my five and a half year addiction, I had umpteen relapses and long periods of abstinence. But that was exactly what it was, abstinence and not recovery. I hit rock bottom. Hopefully, you don’t have to do that. I have no,doubt that this addiction is progressive and will take us to hell. I am choosing recovery every day as I do not really have a choice if I want to survive and choose light and not the darkness. I am choosing life now even if things on day 65 are not that brilliant. For today I do not want to gamble. I cannot go back there, i really don’t want to. If you have ever read I am addiction, which is read at GA, please do. It is scary stuff but it is the truth and reality of addiction, I hope you find the strength and will 3raser to,walk the path of recovery.
