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Please, JT, include yourself.

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danchaser
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Please, JT, include yourself. After all, correct or misled, the answer can only be found through searching…even grasping for it…at least I hope so. Because that’s what I’m doing, reaching out and hoping I find the answers, from within and without.

Your sentence resonated with me…the 1% of the time.

I’m in and out with gambling. I don’t stay all day. I can lose a year’s salary in 2 hours or less. I play fast, hard and for keeps. Just one little problem…the keeps. I never do. I can’t. I’m a compulsive gambler and enough is unachievable, because it’s never enough. Not the money or the high. My brain plays tricks. Tells me I’m being financially prudent..ah, no. I’m not.

Day 7. No problem. Day 8, we’ll see. Can’t imagine gambling tomorrow, but then again, last week I’d have said precisely the same thing