So sorry to hear you have invited this Hell back into your life, Dan. Gambling will never bring joy or peace but recovery will, so it’s time to make the choice AGAIN-back to the drawing board or stay in Hell.
We have all been at this crossroad, Dan, looking back with regret on burning bridges, debt, and the empty black hole we have dug with personal shovels. It’s an awful place to be. Everything appears bleak and negative right now, Dan but you have to cling on to the hope of finding a way out of the quagmire you have created and use that glimmer of hope to leave this recent disaster behind you.
Can you go back to GA? Find someone to sponsor you this time. Or if you feel it is necessary check out Rehab? There are lots of helpful “treatments” for gamblers.
Well done on coming back to GT for a start.
Keep posting.
