Welcome to GT, Courage.
Lots of help available here. Many have been on the verge of ruin caused by gambling.
Every CGs needs to start again. We need to start living a new life every day . One day at a time. It is the only way we can reclaim what is left . You will be surprised at how much better you will feel when you walk away from gambling.
Keep posting. Stay focused!
Nobody can change the past but we can plan a better future.
Best wishes in recovery!
