Hi Steve, cheers for posting.

I was never tight with cash, but at one point I’d be gambling thousands at a time and then resent spending £50 on food shopping or whatever. Can relate to your post, as I’ve experienced it first hand.
My focus at the moment is to sort debts and start saving again, try to compensate for (some) of my losses. I couldn’t put thousands on a bet now, I couldn’t bring myself to do it. I’ve lost too much already.