Well done for telling your story. It sounds like you have begun to make some important decisions to change things in your life. It can be tough to stick with your good intentions – it takes a lot of courage, determination etc. So it’s great you have come here to find others who can help you know that you are not alone, who can give you useful information and support to keep going. I hope you get replies soon and you’ll find that helpful. Do take a look at the Support Groups, too, and join in.
Wishing you well.
Monique