Hi NL
Whether you are driven by desperation or not, you are about to embark on a fantastic programme that can give you back the self-respect you want.
I hail from the F&F section of this site but my CG went through the programme a few years ago and it not only changed his life it changed mine too, so I ‘know’ you can live gamble-free and happy. I hope that your family is not truly lost to you – if they want to support you then they are very welcome in the F&F forum or in the F&F group on Tuesday evening between 8pm and 9pm. They can gain knowledge of your addiction that will help them cope and understand.
I wish you well and look forward to updates on your recovery
Velvet
