Day 26

Hi,
I think it’s the 26th day since my big loss that spurred me to stop! Finding it really tough tho! Yesterday once Spurs beat Man City I just thought ‘why didn’t I have a bet on Spurs’ would have won a big chunk of my money lost the other day back! Unfortunately that would have resluted in me putting on a silly stake and obviously it might not have happened! I hate having these thoughts tho! Want to just get over it and not look back!

I really have been struggling to justify my money lost, getting nothing in return! I guess if I don’t gamble for the foreseeable it’s only a small amount over time….I just need to make sure I stick to that.

Felt OK all day until now where it’s really getting to me. Speak tomorrow…