Chapters

Thanks for the replies. In answer for the post about chapters I am in chapter 4 but I dont always avoid the hole I need to commit to avoid that hole. But I am struggling to make that commitment and so i keep repeating my mistakes and the pain that it causes.

One of the things I am struggling with is that I am a crap and unucky gambler. I know odds are stacked against me, but I hate the fact that i lose nearly every time and want to end on a winning note. I hate the losing as well as the financial devastation it has caused.