Hi P I love your honesty. Yes you have gambled but you have always came back and started again. I think that is hard for a lot of people. Hence, someone posts a few times and we never hear from them again. I have done a lot of soul seaching the last 2 weeks and I had to be brutally honest with myself. That said, there are no more excuses that I can make or anyone else I have to blame. I think that when we take full responsibility for our actions, things start to come into place. Sometimes I hear things here that I don’t want to hear, but I always know it is because it needs to be said. I get so much from your posts. We are like a family here. I hope that everyone can beat their gambling addiction. We both know that it isn’t easy but that we are worth the fight. Keep posting P. I am always in your corner.