hi, I happen to be the same kind of situation..
I was very good at blackjack but if I had a losing streak I would quickly switch to roulette playing a 1000€ a spin nd that’s how I lost more than I could afford..I am just 22 yrs old but I have almost lost everything but when I come here and read about everyone I feel nd thank god that m just not alone into this..its been more than a week that I haven’t hit any casino nd trying my best not too..
my advice to you is that ur doing a job nd u just gotta focus on it for a year atleast and I know everyone is telling u to forget about it and I know damn well its not easy but please try to just let go of it..think that u never had it..cuz if u don’t let go,then ur gna be in the same mess..try to follow up on my advice..I hope everything works out for u..focus ur mind on ur work and ur lucky to have parents who understand you. Thank them