I just read Jonny’s post to you. I have to disagree. It’s not easy to not gamble. Not when suffering the addiction to do so. If it was that easy we wouldn’t be here would we? There would be no need for GT or GH.
Anyway, moving on….. how was Christmas? I’ve read through from my last post to you and didn’t feel you gave much away?
I’ve always liked you Mav, I think it’s because your name appealed to me from the start…(Top Gun…lol, I loved Tom Cruise before he went a little wierd!!)
Mav, I do wish I could say something to you that would make you ‘click’.
I don’t know why I clicked when I did, I’m grateful that it happened, although by then I was in a world of crap.
Do we need to be truly ready? There’s always going to be something to trigger an urge. I guess when I stopped gambling I started trying to deal with the trigger in a different way. Then the urges started to ease. Does that make sense?
There’s no easy out.
It’s hard work.
I so want you to get better Mav, you’ve been through enough.
Take care my friend, you are in my thoughts.
Love K xxxx
